Well, it IS official... I don't want it badly enough.  I cannot force myself to get out of bed early to work out, I cannot force myself to work out after a long day at work.  I just don't feel like it.  It is damn cold outside so I will blame that.  I need a bigger motivation?  Bigger than looking good? A real plan?  Consequences?  I just don't know.  I signed up for a virtual 5K but we are supposed to get a blizzard on Friday, seriously ... I don't want it that bad.  I think I would just rather stay fat than run in that.  Oh, I could do it on the treadmill but UGH... I just don't want it badly enough!! 

On the positive side, I am seeing some results just with watching calories.  I have lost some pound-age so that feels good.  So I carry on...