Saturday, February 23, 2013

avoiding...

avoiding.  obviously avoiding since as you can see my last post was 2 weeks ago.  onward i go.  I am considering going back to weight watchers...  it has never worked for me in the past so I don't know why this would be any different.  I had a very good run with myfitnesspal.  and while I was tracking I was losing but it is so hard when not everything is so easy to track... I don't know.

Anyway, I am up again, feeling like crap, no energy... I just need to make up my mind and do it.  again.

Monday, February 4, 2013

we'll call those feet swollen...

Well, I finally figured it out!  All of the mirrors in my house LIE!!!  Except one... from this point forward I will only trust the downstairs bathroom.  Walked by and saw the truth... Honestly, I can get dressed and think I look ok but I have some serious work to do on the mid section.  It is hideous!!   But that is all I am going to say because destructive self talk gets me no where.  Now I know, I am enlightened and I will not avoid this mirror!  

Weigh time... well actually it was yesterday but here it is.... 
Seriously,the day before was a lot better...  I wish I had taken that picture earlier... moving on!!
My feet are yucky, not just because I need a pedi but because they look swollen!  But are not!!  UGH... moving on ... again...

I am working on the C25K program and am on week 3 day one.   It went OK but I am going to work to increase distance.  In the time allotted I don't even complete 2.5 K.... a work in progress!!